Fucked Up (Scarred For Life)

This is the last chance, that I'm gonna give you

To let me down, only God knows why I feell you

To be real you, are something ive always hated

Something that in life I thought was supposed to be sacred

But I had to fake it, take it- in -as a kid

Learned in life, you can never depend

On anybody, anything, any set schedule

Every time I think ive gotten comfortable, they let go

Said so, thats the reason behind everything I do

In fact, impulsive actions brought me to you

Seeing thru everything you tried to hide in the beginning

Even blind to your reflection & the sinning

That you brag about- when I tag, I mouth

Words- underneath my breath, they come out from in my chest

I'm impressed, that the fabrications that you shoot thru my ears

Sounded so pretty, pity party, part- if we, lift thee

Blindfold made of bricks, up off my eyes

And the chain to my hips, then I'll realize

All you told was lies, loved to see me cry

& Never gonna be another love like you & I

Words cannot describe, what I felt inside

Demons pushing out from in stomach & I died

That summer that you left me, promised you would get me

Exactly what you gave me & it made me

Just a little crazy, just enough

To be cold hearted, guarded, interior rough, fuck

Left me so fucked up, I think you scarred this bitch for life

Boys are just bitches, they play games & some play it right

I dont trust nobody cuz people'r all the same

& Dont expect perfection cuz you'll be the one to blame

Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, not nice

Never ever gonna trust another slut in in my life

But if I fight, urges that I hold back

Fuck her up when I see her & ill make a whole track

About the victory, bitches love the dick ya see

Penis is the prize possession- they love to be

Imagining, they were me, so they chase after my boyfriends

Sucking dicks better than prostitutes, noise ends

Toys bend when I slash em, never gonna pass em

Cuz I'm on that p track, hoodrats, we dont need that

See that, I be killing em, apples, I be peeling em

How you like it now? Coming down to the ceiling I'm

Sittin on the roof, sitting upside down

At a different perspective & damn I really see it now!

Seeing how- I could be so- whats the word?

Gullable, & loveable, so mother fuck the world

How could it be so cruel to me when all I do is desecrate it

Karma wants ta box & I really fucken hate it

Even waited, hesitated--> when she stepped to me

Still said it like, bitch, you better bring your best to me

Left me so fucked up, I think you scarred this bitch for life

Hoes are just bitches, they play games & some play it right

I dont trust nobody cuz people'r all the same

& Dont expect perfection cuz you'll be the one to blame