Need Me

This shit ain't nothing different, here we go again

Telling each other that, "maybe we should just be friends."

It’s like a routine, a new scene

Every time we break up I experience new things

I stare at the clock & I wait for your response

But I wait & I wait & still you never call

Then I get to thinking bout how different it was

When I was out with 'him' on the rebound cuz

He treated me like a queen- back rubs & breakfast

& New kicks every fucken week. How we do this?

Shit is driving me crazy

I forget my self worth sometimes & lately

I've just been contemplating, maybe a little bit too much

I can’t even blaze it

Love leaving me stuck

I might be getting sick of this, I might be giving up

Cuz I told you hella times & you still don’t give a fuck

I finally understand the saying, “if I said it once, I said it twice”

I said it at least once a day & once every night

Politely, I might scream, cuz lack of communication gets me impatient

Gets me so stressed & after this whats next?

I don’t even wanna think about it cuz I doubt it’s

Gonna be productive

Probably won't compromise

Cold stare looking at me, water dripping from my eyes

& I don’t even know what’s healthy

Cuz all my relationships in the past have felt like these

I’m not a hopeless romantic

But I have less hope every time I’m involved in a romance

Damn, is this just how it is?

Find somebody, fall in love, fuck & have a few kids?

Put up with all their bullshit through thick and thin?

& Just cover up the scars like here we go again