On The Road

There's just so much about life

That we ain't gon never understand

But if I give up on life? I'll be damned!

I'm traveling by land and I sacrifice my stability

My relationship, my family, the severity

That keeps me down when I'm feeling suicidal

But underground, hip hop is my life holy book

They tell me I'm an idol

Enjoy my considered

But you will never feel the pressure to do what I do

These letters seat, thinking nothing is good enough

I try to write something inspiring but man, growing up

That's all I think about when I'm hitting the instruments

My house is made of glass, but it's hard to stay soft

My mental instability is limited

They sit down, the crowd screams for an encore

But this depression is killing me

My ability to say what I think

It's a gift and a curse and are my, oh, my

So when I'm on the road

I hope that you'll be thinking about me

I hope that you can't even eat and you're sick without me

Cuz that's how I Feel when I'm not with you

There's such little time and so much to do

See, the pressure from progression will surelly

Teach you some

Lessons

I got questions about this profession

Should my happiness be 2nd?

And my career first? What should be the order?

I just don't know anymore

Shit's so distorted

I love my fans & love the connections

It's a blessing knowing I'm people

Cuz that was not my intention

I was just venting

I was just 17

Tryna lace a fucken track up way out in the I.E

I would always be crying

Writing lyrics everyday

Bout my brothers up in juvy

And the shit I used to slang

And how my daddy moved away

And my momma beating me

And how I just don't wanna fucken live life so I stay

Banging on these streets & tagging my graffiti

See, 5 years ago, ain't nobody wanna be me

And now you bitches see me

And now you see bitches love me

And now I'm eating steak, Homie! Fuck being hungry

So when I'm on the road

I hope that you'll be thinking about me

I hope that you can't even eat

And you're sick without me

Cuz that's how I Feel when I'm not with you

There's such little time & so much to do