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Yeah, I don't know where to start

How do you admit that you're falling apart?

I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart?

My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart

I've lived the words that I've said

And I live with a voice that tends to tell me

That I'm shit in my head

Well maybe I should fuck it and be happy instead

I should just say fuck it and be happy instead, right? Right

'Cause guess what? People try to tell me how to deal with myself

But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health

I don't care, don't tell me and don't text me

'Cause that kind of shit upsets me, just kind of affects me

It's bringing me down, and I'm not gonna lie

These days I prefer to just not be outside

And these days I just end up spending all of my time

With my girlfriend, but to be honest, I think that's alright

'Cause time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs

I'm doing my best

Still find myself stressed

And I'm no longer sure where I belong

I'm starting to rust

Don't know who to trust

(Don't trust anyone, not even me)

Some people concentrate on style too much

But I think I just force myself to smile too much

And that should soon end for the best

I wanna live my life with no stress

Love life and feel blessed, like

It's kind of funny on the inside

I'm tryin' to be a man, but really I'm just a little child, Shit

And that's pretty much it

Yeah that's pretty much it

(Is there anything else?)

Oh, yeah

My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress (mhm?)

I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends (naw)

Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile

Being at school makes me aware of how

I haven't been myself in awhile (oh)

And I wonder what it was like to be 11

Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death

Such a thing as heaven (why?)

And every now and then I think about the fact

That I'd become a legend if I died at 27