I Hope

Juanlove verse:

He's more tough like handcuffs and three finger rings

Gets deeper than words and spine tinglings

Still i'm mingling, the questions abound

But i'll speak on my progression and speak on it loud

What i've found i continue to find

See the wisdom of the father is belittling mine

I'm no siah, not a know it all chump and no pariah

Still i feel his voice so calm like a violin

When i put pen to pad

When i wrestle with the scriptures and unpack the facts

I de-mask, i'm a gown man living

A grown man living in a grown mans prison

But the old man isn't, about to rise up

That's about as farfetched as a snow man living

I wised up. and the questions remain

But i found mad peace and i'm blessed just the same

K-nuff verse:

So often i think, i take a look at my surroundings

I'm so astounded i look at the moon and i howl like a wolf on the prowl that's looking up at the heavens, can't help think of how he made it in seven

It feels like i'm on an island

Because in the wilderness i feel alive, if he could feed the birds i'm sure he'll provide me with clementine's

You see my every need is giving through the pain of jesus

He painted the sky's ceiling better than leonardo d did

Creatively he's a genius, he flows in my veins like intravenous

So yeah, i be this

Image made in the liking of him i feel like a viking

I'm in a war and my titan is sin

Crashed in

Many days past while my waves were smashing

I almost capsized trying to be my own captain

Now i live a life of abandonment

And everything that i imagined is.

Butta p verse:

I got so many questions without answers

It's like a black hole swallowed me whole it's like a cancer

How can i advance ya?

Make you understand the man who made david the sheppard turn into a dancer

No i can't explain it

The way my brain is making me feel like this walk should be painless

And time after time i forget to recognize

Who i am and who i was are both fighting to stay alive

To flesh i must die, confess, at least i try

I walked in your shoes and no we ain't the same size

But in him we're both alive, him meaning christ

But i'm just keeping it honest when i say i question life

Meaning or my purpose i'm called to know i'm worth it

Hurting and want to see more beyond the churches

The streets, the final curtain

Bow to his service; in his eyes i'm a prize so i give him all my worship