Sometimes

The blessing's never late so I'ma give it a raise

My daddy told me happiness is somethin' that you create

But I ain't feelin' so creative lately

I just wanna stay home and make beats or sleep for eight weeks

Either way, now my whole life feelin' cooler

Now I know the passports get thick when it's fuller

And this life thing don't really come with a ruler

Man, so I'm not trippin' that I still don't have my own jeweler, yet

In other words, I don't like to compare

I just turned twenty, but my goal's to feel twenty-eight

Without the back pain, stress and the problems in bed

Just the achievements, wisdom and a couple of friends

Until then, I'll be like movies with no plot, yeah, the bad ones

I skip the drama and get right to the action

Fuck lookin' for enemies, I got more friends than brockhampton

They give me honest opinions, I don't deal with the gassin', man

Feelin' like I ain't shit sometimes

I expect too much sometimes

Tell myself gotta move on with life

'Cause even drake gets booed sometimes, ayy

I'm done livin' in disguise

Not everybody's perfect every time

'Bout to make sure 2020 lookin' real nice

Can't depend on nobody else to get myself right, and

I don't know if what I'm doing's right

It feels good, so guess it's fine

You don't like it, we can fight

If you can't tell I'm done with tellin' lies

Done with tears up in my eyes

I ain't fakin' no more smiles (there you go)

It ain't a walk in the park, I prefer to run (run, run, run)

I don't care that I fell, I'ma make this jump (jump, jump, jump)

Even if I don't, I became too numb (numb, numb)

Even if I fall, least I'm having fun

Used to never go to the parties

Used to never wanna drink the bacardis

Wouldn't do it if my parents allowed it

Also 'cause I used to hate when it's crowded (things change)

She told me that she ran out of condoms

Told her that I'd never do it without her

I don't wanna get too detailed about it

But we all broke a rule for somebody

Like once, twice, three times

Things don't change when you try to be wise

People still trash when you try to be nice

So don't expect me to fake any more smiles for you

I got real smiles to save

If I'm debutin' my actin' then I better get paid, man

'Cause this face ain't free, the lies ain't free

Matter fact, I need to get paid just to be me, but

Feelin' like I ain't shit sometimes (sometimes)

I expect too much sometimes (sometimes)

Feelin' like I forget what's mine (what's mine)

These lies ain't feelin' so white (nah)

I'm done livin' in disguise

Not everybody's perfect every time

'Boutta make sure 2020 lookin' real nice

Can't depend on nobody, gotta get myself right, and

I don't know if what I'm doing's right

It feels good, so guess it's fine

You don't like it, we can fight

If you can't tell I'm done with tellin' lies

Done with tears up in my eyes

I ain't fakin' no more smiles (there you go)

It ain't a walk in the park, I prefer to run (run, run, run)

I don't care that I fell, I'ma make this jump (jump, jump, jump)

Even if I don't, I became too numb (numb, numb)

Even if I fall, least I'm having fun

I don't know if what I'm doing's right

It feels good, so guess it's fine

You don't like it, we can fight, yeah

You can't tell I'm done with tellin' lies

Done with tears up in my eyes

I ain't fakin' no more smiles