Bad Apple

Ever on and on

I continue circling

With nothing but my hate

And the carousel of agony

Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing

And suddenly I see that I can't

Break free I'm

Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity

With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony

To tell me who I am! Who I was!

Uncertainty enveloping my mind

Till I can't break free and

Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside

And I wish I could live feeling nothing but the night

You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know

If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back

Because everything would change and it all would fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?

Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?

Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?

I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?

Can I take another step? I've done everything I can

All the people that I see, they will never understand

If I find a way to change, if I step into the light

Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white

Ever on and on

I continue circling

With nothing but my hate

And the carousel of agony

Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing

And suddenly I see that I can't

Break free I'm

Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity

With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony

To tell me who I am! Who I was!

Uncertainty enveloping my mind

Till I can't break free and

Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside

And I wish I could live feeling nothing but the night

You could tell me what to say, you could tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know

If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back

Because everything would change and it all would fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?

Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?

Am I hurting am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?

I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?

This time you're not hurting me! This time I will take a stand!

All the hatred in my eyes building up an evil plan

Standing lonely in the night, with the darkness by my side

Looking deep inside myself, and revealing only fright

If I make another move, if I take another step

Then it would all fall apart, there'd be nothing of me left

If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night

Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?

Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?

I've forgotten how to see, I've forgotten if I can

If I open up my eyes, there'll be no more going back

Cuz I'll throw it all away and it all will fade to black

So I'm back here once again? So I'm back here once again?

Can I ever make a change? Will my heart begin to mend?

Would love me if I go? It feels like a heart attack

But still everything's the same and it all just fades to black