Paradise

There's an old empty house

That sits on the top of a hill

The windows are shackles and the air it's thin

Once you're inside the walls close in

We grow up alone

We grow up to fast

In that house is sink or swim

When you fight to survive

You quickly learn that

Everybody wants something

I, oh I change my name

I'd run and I'd run and I'd hide

In a secret place they never

They never find it

Not for the week minded

Show me all your scars

I'll be delighted

Don't you know that

I turn my back on grace

And rule darkened paradise

Run I'd run I'd hide

Just down the hall

Broke down kids and we bound to fall (yeah)

Never woulda thought I would astound you all

I thought I hide back deep till I found it all

I gotta a long list of my problems (problems)

Pack a day tryna solve'em (solve'em)

Gotta a dark pass

I got dark thoughts

So I poop pills to dissolve'em

Tryna find a house that I call home

I remember how I fell

I was all alone

Ya talking to myself in a cell phone

Ringing I been calling out

For help be in hell long (to long)

Uh, meet the devil, I pay the price

Found God but no slave to Christ

Blind before but I see the light

I bought one-way ticket to the paradise

I, oh I change my name

I'd run and I'd run and I'd hide

In a secret place

They'd never, they'd never find it

Not for the week minded

Show me all your scars

I'll be delighted

Don't you know that

Turn my back on grace

And rule darkened paradise

Run and I'd run and I'd hide

I've heard the time heals everything

That broke down house got a new coat of paint

I still feel it everywhere

The walls close in

That unbreathable air

Are they so different, your house and mine?

Both have their secrets buried inside

When we grow up

We all fight to survive

Everybody wants something

Run and I'd run and I'd hide

Bought one-way ticket into paradise