Die Alone

Let me open up this story

Let me tell you how this goes

Let me paint a little picture for you

Show you the impossibles

That I beat to get here

That I left breathing fresh air

Cause I been cravin' death after death

Even more to deal with

You persevere through the fear

But the feelings that come with awareness

Of who you are as a person

How you handle the damage

That never seems to stop coming

You stop running, you stand with a damn fist

In the air, I am here, never gonna stand

The world is fucked up yeah

How you gonna care now

I been watchin’ I been writin'

Bowin with my hands down

On the paper, contemplatin' how it’s gonna pan out

Do I even wanna know

What the verdict is

Do I wanna watch the show, when it turns to shit

The world burns it keeps turnin' while I'm at the center

Of it hopin' there's enough time to show em my perspective

Watch the whole world fall apart with a smile on

Hopin I got enough time, hopin' I don't die alone (I won't die)

Is it out of my control or can I change the road I’m on

Or better yet everyone's destiny I know

Oh I won’t die alone

You're all sleepin' while I'm screamin’ fuckin wake up

Hope I got your attention now

Hope you're thinkin' the same stuff

Everyone's the same when it comes to dealin' with pain

Cause what it enough it changes you

Then you can't judge

Anybody for the way they act when under so much pressure

So the lesson is you gotta know the ledge before you catch em

Cause that's a healthy load to bear ain't it

I've been holdin' so much weight that, I can hear the angels

Singing hymns and tryin' to warn me

Of the dangers aimed at

My brain that

Devised the same track

That keep me chained at

My ankles ain't that

A fuckin shame

If I could change that

That I'd go way back and

Tell my young dumb face that, if you could only see your life and

The way it's gonna go, then you would know how precious time is

And appreciate the in front of you

Never let the moments pass, hold em like you know they'll last

Never die alone if you can hold 'em like a photograph

Will I die alone

I'd rather die alone

Should I even ask these questions?

Does God even watch my phone?

What am I destined to be

Am I the perk with a fate

For all the things I keep on doing

Can't seem to stop them at all