Intro

Dear Lord, thank you for letting me be here to see another day again

I'm grateful to be alive, God bless the souls that came in with I'm so lucky

To have a good family that loves me

Please let my girl know how much I love her

Sorry that we're both so unhealthy

I feel so guilty

Everytime I pray I feel like I ask her to help me

I don't pray with the hopes to get wealthy

I just want succes I know it sounds selfish

I thought I'm gonna screw her

I finally had the chance to fix it

I signed a record deal all these years

I wish I was more optimistic,

I'm really just scared

What if they don't like what they hear

What if I don't make a career out of music

What am I supposed to do then

I'm always getting jobs

I hate to see my face in the mirror

And I wrote about everything so many times

I don't have inspiration to spare

I barely even hear

I've been down on the road

And I feel like I've been gone all year

Even when I'm home there's so much pressure to be here

It's hard to feel like I'm all there

So many wish they could ress for a living

So complain about us it's unfair

Some days I feel like I've been living in a dream

Other times feeling like a nightmare

And I need some of my peers

'Cause I have a bunch of songs to write

And I feel like my future depends on this

Gotta rid myself of mirror plus these hand chips

Gotta get some confidence up in my paymentship

And I wanna disappoint the fans who listenin

'Cause they expectin something incredible in the end

But that pain I'm nothing as I regain to get my strive back

I'm a went with them when I was a kid

When I was a kid my dad just play the guitar

Me and my brother would pretend that we was in a band

Musicians in my family dream to be stars

Only to condensate something that you didn't attent my music

Must've been playing the chosen one

So I'm a go tripping and go behind this sniper rock

Amen, song never came

Strange music

The life and times of Johnny Valiant