Head Rush

I'm tired of compromise.

I tried to get through to you,

But your walls are too thick,

And everything I throw,

Just comes back again.

I tried to talk to myself,

But the words don't mean a thing,

When my head tells my heart,

There's no bargaining.

Feels like you're made of stone,

And I'm just skin and bone,

A live reminder that,

I wasn't enough for you.

I tried to disengage,

I tore myself a new page,

And told myself,

That I still wasn't enough for you.

Get some perspective,

And think before you speak next time,

Less overreacting,

You were blind, I was fine,

I thought you'd see that in time.

I was always there,

And you were always listening,

Or so it seemed,

Or so it seemed.

We've never seen eye to eye.

This is a wake-up call,

For every single morning,

You've had me crawling back.

And If I start again,

I know I'll be much better,

But better isn't what I had.

Forgive me for stepping out of my place,

You were the only one left with a smile on your face.

When I was low and in deep,

You found it in me,

You found it in me.

All I wanted was an honest reaction,

Just to get some peace of mind.

Get some perspective,

And think before you speak next time,

Less overreacting,

You were blind, I was fine,

I thought you'd see that in time.

I was always there,

And you were always listening,

Or so it seemed,

Or so it seemed.

If I told you what it meant,

Would it make any difference?

If I told you what it meant,

Would it make any difference?

If I told you what it meant,

Would it make any difference?

If I told you what it meant,

Would it make anyone difference?

This was for you...