Merry Go Round

[chorus:]

I have tried in vein. [echoes] - never had success! [echoes]

So it seems my life is nothing [echoes] - but a mess. [echoes]

I have lost [echoes] - my only friends. [echoes]

Now it seems i have to staaart agaaiin. [echoes] - merry go 'round!

[verse 1:]

My life's been-goin'-around an' round since '95.

Went from goin' somewhere to-'bout-to-die!

Went from callin' my chick a chicken;

Cause she look like she got poultry around her thighs,

To callin' your piece a chicken

Cause she got no teeth - and she got crow feet - around her eyes! [echoes]

How hard are y'all? - i got a heart the size of arkansas;

Count to five. - these birds gon' hit the ground and they ain't from out the sky!

Went from havin' an outta-this-world-flow to-doin'-a-video, doin'-the coon dance

To-watchin'-my-good-friend-eminem-winnin'-a "moonman". [echoes]

I remember cause i-was-in-new york with all-of-my-boys-to-start-shit

Lettin' 'em stay with me, long story short, they-tore-up-my-corporate-apartment!

Went from bein' a kid addicted to basketball

To bein' an ig-no-rent nigga addicted-to-alcohol! [echoes]

'round and 'round we go is, how this movie would end? the self-proclaimed;

King of my city? not really, just truely-the-king-of-losin'-a-friend.

Who woulda thought this-dude-from-the-park-that's-true-to-his-ark would lose?

Or win just by givin' his thoughts and views? [echoes]

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[verse 2:]

You will hear that ryan's skilled [echoes] might even hear ryan kills! [echoes]

You would never hear ryan steals, here to put the "i" in i'll! [echoes]

My mind is still - like a merry-go-round spill

Like leavin' only guns to my kids when i'm killed, i-got-an-iron-will! [echoes]

Intellect of zion; i done went from high on pills

To triumph, to hidin' from bills, to buyin buildin's! [echoes]

Then i went from writin'-for-dre-to-wonderin'-if-my-head-was-on straight on the sidelines;

Feelin' i forgot about - listenin' to "forgot about dre"! ("forgot about dre"!)

From there i went-to-about a bottle a day

Tellin' who we know! - get outta my face? okay! - i know what kino said about dre.

I look at kino to this day like that was a stupid mistake;

But if it wasn't for him doin' that, - what would i be doin' today?

If it wasn't for ca$his sayin' that he gon' beat my ass, then me

And em pro'ly wouldn't-even-laughin' about us gettin' past it!

If it wasn't for me bein' outcasted [acapella] [echoes]

I woulda never been on the underground rappin' with (crooked i: slaughterhoooouuuuse!) [acapella]

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