Feelings (feat Abby Gundersen)

Feelings, feelings, feelings

Trying to forget my

What if I can't?

What if I don't?

What if I never taste it?

What if believe, sweat, grind, bleed, and nothing changes?

So, what if I hope?

My lady needs money, but what if I'm broke?

What if I take all them chances, get all them hands up?

Then again, what if I choke?

Whoa (whoa)

Breathe (breathe), slow (slow)

And forget those feelings

Just be in my zone (zone)

And forget they're filming

Then I go to my happiest place (place)

Where my past is erased (-rased)

And I find the passion it takes

To mash on the gas and relax on the brakes

'Cause I ain't going back there

Not that low, and not that scared

I'm not gonna sit and smoke while I live life broke

And laugh, and blow it in the air, yeah

I'm sick of just running my gums

A sucker that's waiting for something to come

Pretending I'm stunting, but fronting no funds

Keeping a hundred in front of some ones

Laying on the couch, brain full of drugs

I don't wanna talk, I just came for the buzz

They said it calm me down

That ain't what it does

I used to believe, but it ate what I was

Telling everybody everything I'm gonna do

A year went by, I made no moves

Waiting on luck when I know it ain't enough

And it took rock bottom to finally wake me up

Yeah, but now I'm feeling like the man (feeling like a man)

'Cause I do my thing and I won't go back

Even though I can, yeah

Ambition is something I need

Something I be, not what I do

I need it to breathe, need it to dream

Yes, I believe I got something to prove

And that's why

I got this feeling inside

Inside of my head, inside of my head

And the Lord knows I've been up to no good

Still haven't changed even though I should

Dear Lord

I promise to break before I drop to my knees

If I can learn before I pray

Then it's a problem that God doesn't need

It's more than just words, more than a phrase

More than advice, I got it from me

Back from the bottom with nothing to fear

Easy to say, harder to be

Ready to go, go

Ready to jump, yeah

I've been on that bridge

Never know hope, hope

Never know love

That was the way that I lived

Oh, what a feeling to turn it around

After my ceiling was burned to the ground

Death was appealing, I stood up to deal with it

That is the feeling of earning a crown

I am a king, I am a king

Fuck all the stresses, man, that's not a thing

Fuck the depression, man, I got a dream

If I want excellence, that's what I bring

I am the truth, I am the lie

I am the wall between me and the prize

I am the difference between being dead

While I'm living and living while I am alive

And if I fail

Then it's probably 'cause I don't have those great surroundings, right?

Nah, it's up to me to bring the great out of everything

That I am surrounded by, and

I'll admit I made enough excuses

The blame game, that's just as useless

The want that you have: That's justice, use it

Ain't shit left

Just fucking do it!

I got this feeling inside

Inside of my head, inside of my head

And the Lord knows I've been up to no good

Still haven't changed even though I should

Dear Lord

I got this feeling inside

Inside of my head, inside of my head

And the Lord knows I've been up to no good

Still haven't changed even though I should

Dear Lord