Apollo Girlie

I wake up and i can't feel my body

Can't create much more than a breath.

Juggernaut thought is making me crazy

Gives me canker sores, throat gets upset.

I'm a leaky tap dripping for nothing

Chicken head running around and around.

Tells me i'm not worth much to nobody

That my kingdoms will all come crashing down.

There's a sunset in my soul

But no moonrise at all.

Apollo girlie is this duality

That we shove in the backseat

To pack up our meat

But they're fingering me

I can't do the same

Primordial men

Got my hands disjointing.

And apollo girlie

Say i'm a test-tube baby

To see the mythology

'cause i'm vying to be

Amphibian green

And push out to sea

Like a waterbaby

A waterbaby.

But i'm never that perfect

My mind won't love me.

Says i'm never enough

I can't sing on key.

Thought i could use a helping hand

So i paid this castro medium

But she found no lover

No lover for me.

She just pulled cards divining my androgyny.

There's a sunset in my soul

Where's the moonrise for my ego?

So apollo girlie leave the apocathary.

I thought you were dirty

But we�re all that i need.

It's hermaphrodeity,

Hermaphrodeity.

Her and him in

Hermaphrodite.

Dionysus,

Split me wayward like orpheus

Dionysus,

Call me teresius

The third sex is the creamiest.

And let apollo girlie

Read my obituary

For there is an apple tree

Buried in me.

And i'm all that i need,

I'm all that i need,

There is no one to be,

I'm apollo girlie.