Bad Habits

They say: Talk about your problems

Okay, where do I begin?

Lately I've been chilling

And sipping on a few Heinekens

Wishing I could kill myself

Revive and then just die again

I'm looking at the stars

And thinking I wish I could fly with them

Grab a swisher, tuck and roll

Huff it in my lungs and nose

Keep on puffing up the smoke

And watch as all my problems blow

To the winners

They get scattered like the ashes

I've been tripping over bitches

Like I'm tripping off some acid

I gotta keep it passive

Hit the blunt and then I pass it

Wishing I could grip the pen

And slay my problems like a dragon

Demons been demanding

This depression got me manic

Keep puffing the herbs

Until I'm lost just like Atlantis

I don't really sleep much

Cause my nights are filled with panic

Lay me down inside the grave

I can no longer stand this

Life is like a card game

And I hate what I've been dealt

So fuck all my emotions

I'ma place them all on a shelf

I know I need to quit these drugs

And I will eventually

And when I do I just hope

You don't hold this shit against me

Even when I'm feeling fine

I know this shit could tempt me

I just learned to turn to you

When I was feeling empty

And every time I do it

I feel suicidal

I never thought I had a problem

'Till they killed my idols

I'm just trying to stay sober

But it's been awhile

And you can see my dirty habits

And a yellow smile

I ain't ever go out

Cause I ain't in the mood

I just roll another blunt

And try to hide up in my room

I'm just trapped in this cocoon

Penning my incoming doom

And I always feel depressed

So I'll just sing another tune

Woah

I pack my bags, I'm saying adiós

I'm never seeking help

Cause I ain't ready for that diagnose

Woah

Eyes closed slowed

That's comatose

And it runs in my family

So I guess it's time to overdose