Searching For Some Beautiful

My head aches, and feels the blunt vice grips

Hanging over my tequila sunrises

Confide and write this to de-scribe a love life

That's feeling love lifeless

I'm the type that'll cherish frozen winters

Stare at snowy blizzards and take it to heart

Then break it apart, i carry hopes and blisters

Cutting heart strings with a pair of broken scissors

I'm still trapped in a middle school slow dance

Stepping on toes in a mistletoe romance

Misanthrope, discomposed who holds hands

With grief...kissing hope with no chance, but me

I'm just searching for some beautiful

A dream that i can catch and a person who's unusual

When i find her, i'll try to face the tide

Fight the hurricane, and tidal wave, goodbye…

And i watch all the spectrums of angels

Choking to death on the septums and halos

Bread crumbs and fables, why change?

I hang at the ends of the pay phone

With no change or number to reach

What blankets the sky i slumber beneath

Under the speech, this song's about hope, joy, love and defeat

All it takes is a peaceful autumn day

For you to be happy and me to call it fate

Even after a fucked up childhood, i'm still tryin'

To believe in god and grace

I try to get a piece of peace and sit and listen infinitely

Holdin onto benefits, and isnt it so innocent? we

Try to find another time and underline the cynical

Its pitiful we run and hide and undermind the innermost

When intervals of miserable will find a figure four

And force the phyiscal and inner soul to find a bitter form

And form another time and place where you can go and be so suitable

When all i wanna do is go and search for something beautiful, in me

I died once, and i knew that it was suitable

I died twice, and i sang it like a musical

I died again when i thought that the noose would hold

Everything i love in the search for some beautiful (x2)