No for an Answer

I'm just calling to say that finally I've lost counting

On how many broken dreams and wasted hours waiting

With a feeling of being somewhere to fill the space

Just to leave once again knowing you're still hesitating

No for an answer was not what I was hoping for

I'm sure I could have taken it if you had told me before

I dressed up in armour to dare follow you home

Now I let you believe

My nerves are out of steel and my heart out of stone

Sick of the dips and the kicks and what comes

With the price of your company

Kisses won't stick and like water praisings run off of me

Doing whatever I please as if you were serving a royalty

When you say I'm sweet with my needs all I hear is you pitying

Waking up in the middle of comedy and tragedy

Desperately trying to spot some kind of loyalty

Is it all in my mind is it dragons and demons and fantasies

That your righteous ambitions would only be phrases and charity