Pain (feat. The Kevin Bennett)

Broke a few bones in my life time

Had some mishaps happen, but it strengthened my mind

Got a few scars on a heart that's doing just fine

Yeah, I'm doing just fine

I wanna find a way out, all these people chasing clout

I'm just tryna be myself, finding peace within this hell

Don't know how to ask for help, closest to me they can tell

Showing weakness isn't something I can do without hating myself

So I grasp the pain

It's the only way to feel alive

I've got no shame

We'll all know pain someday

Pain

Force it on all hearts

It's the only way

This world's a dark and brutal place

At times we bare our scars

Through the pain

We'll find peace in our hearts

They say that one day, we'll get better

And time will heal the wounded

Maybe that's only half valid

Still happen to feel all the bruises

It appears to be true

The years of abuse take a toll on your mental

I try to keep it all together

I'm coming undone like '06 in alternative metal

Been searching for help, will I get it? Not ever

They say not to be negative

But what kind of incentive is that when you're not in my shoes?

You a whole different measurement

Homie, that's definite, depression my nemesis

In my head like some hemorrhages

Some people was saying I'm toxic

Well, that's 'cause I'm venomous, don't you ever forget this shit

There ain't no saving my life

You wasting your time and fail if you try

I know that you can't relate to what's mine

The hurt that I have, the pain in my eyes

I've had to learn to survive, urges to die

Probably the reason, I'm always so nervous inside

Inside of my brain can be dangerous, holding a murderous mind

There's not a lot to say

No script that any doctor could prescribe me to fix this chronic pain

I try my best to stand on two legs

Get high, abuse a few meds

My heart is beating out my chest

Feel like cardiac arrest

Now I lay me down to rest avoiding this

Pain

Force it on all hearts

It's the only way

This world's a dark and brutal place

At times we bare our scars

Through the pain

We'll find peace in our hearts

The lessons we never knew we needed

Are the ones that hurt the most

In life, mistakes will be repeated

But it's always good to know

Pain

Force it on all hearts

It's the only way

This world's a dark and brutal place

At times we bare our scars

Through the pain

We'll find peace in our hearts