Math

All of my teachers were right

I use math everyday in my life

I add, subtract, divide

And most of the time it makes me wanna die

'Cause the number below my fear

And the number below my spine

And the numbers on the menu are always too high

So I don't know how low I have to go

'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home

I feel like I'm in another person's house, I can't get out

So I don't know how low I have to go

I wanna rewire my mind

So I don't care if there's a space between my thighs

It keeps me up at night

To think I'll calculate until the day I die

'Cause the number below my feet

And the number below my spine

And the numbers on the manual are always too high

So I don't know how low I have to go

'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home

I feel like I'm in another person's house, I can't get out

So I don't know how low I have to go

I don't know how low

All the numbers in my mind

Are set out to ruin my life

I don't wanna let them win, but they just might

And I know this is a problem

That I'm improperly solving

When I say I'll just go lower one more time

So I don't know how low I have to go

'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home

I feel like I'm in another person's house, I can't get out

So I don't know how low I have to go

I don't know how low

No, I don't know how low I have to go

(I don't know how low)