Disappointment (feat. Rxseboy)

I'm a disappointment

I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments

Then complain about the outcome of my choices

It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

Lately I just wait on

One good of reason I should even try to wake up

'Cause that shit feels like a motherfucking day job

With no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed

And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again

Looking for love, all I find is a mess

So I break my heart for the sake of my art

Hope it makes me a star 'cause I'm lost in the dark

I'm lost in the dark, and it's so hard to see

When all damn day you're sound asleep

I'm a disappointment

I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments

Then complain about the outcome of my choices

It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

Lately I just wait on

One good of reason I should even try to wake up

'Cause that shit feels like a motherfucking day job

With no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed

Yo, I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell

In my mama crib, kinda feeling like I'm twelve

I would throw my whole allowance in the fountain, empty out my bank account

But with my luck it probably wouldn't even help

Dawg I got no job, no mic, with a girl I don't like

Nothing ever goes right, I'm tight (for real)

I told myself I'm gonna be fine almost a million times

I know that I can do whatever it takes (I got it)

But when it all crumbles and crashes

I'll be back on my ass, and I already know what I'm gonna say (yeah)

I'm a disappointment

I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments

Then complain about the outcome of my choices

It feels pointless when I try to avoid all of the thoughts in my head

Lately I just wait on

One good of reason I should even try to wake up

'Cause that shit feels like a motherfucking day job

With no days off I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed