Jodie

Tonight I'll stay awake long enough to stop breathing

and I wonder how long it will take before I pass out drunk off

night skies

and lying on hills with wet grass below and blue black above-

I will carry all the weights tonight

'cause I keep remembering the day that you said you might go

crazy

if you spent one more minute with me and I just don't know-

is one more minute going to kill you now?

Stop before I say too much-

so now I've been alone and it's been going but tomorrow might

not come

if I don't let it so don't forget the mornings that we spent

deep inside out heads

staring at blank walls 'cause that's what counts

and I don't know but I'm trying to let you go

but I can't cut so well these strings I have around my neck

and I'm trying to let you know that I'm doing this by myself-

so don't forget we sent letters to ourselves without words