Euthanasia (feat. Rory Rodriguez)

Spite-ridden and I'm losing composure

My bloods thinning as I'm searching for closure

I've had this dream before

You walking out the door

And I can't move my legs

So here we go again

It's 4 am, the hour that drags out the feeling I can't forget

The heavy hands of the clock

Added to the weight of the epitaph

They say that time heals all

But now it's killing everything

And now I'm choking on the words

That I never got to say

So I'll just sit here as I spit up my lungs

This one's for you and it doesn't roll off the tongue

I remember you said we'd pull through this together

But you're not fucking here

Longer than the night

Colder than the dark

In the black, like a ghost, you leave your mark

I'll never see you again

It's a story that I don't want to tell

And all that's left is the loneliness

In the empty space, you left

And your footsteps to follow

I dropped the dirt that made you one with the earth

Fading myself just to hide how much it hurts

The noose you tied, tighter and tighter

You took your life, and left me paralyzed

The noose you tied, tighter and tighter

You closed your eyes, but I hope that you still see me

I'm trying so hard but you can't hear me

And it kills me to know I may never see you again

But you'll be with me until my last breath