Jaded

We don't have to feel so jaded

We don't have to feel so

Bleak in my safest place

When morning comes I'll feel so cold

If morning comes I'll leave the light on

Illuminate my heart

The hardest part is feeling so damn close to the ground

And I'll admit that I'm afraid

So there you fucking go

Now you know

I'm afraid to let you go

Or let it show

So there you fucking go

Now you know

I'm afraid so let's keep running and running and running

Running and running, run

We don't have to feel so jaded now

I never meant to hurt you but as our summer fades

I see you slipping right through my fingers like sand

I'm afraid to face this alone

Or are we flawed forever?

I'll take the blame for your mistakes

Or are we flawed forever?

I'm afraid to face this alone

When I think about the good times

It takes me back to the day we first met

I never will let you go

We set our world on fire

So I'll be the spark to the fire

I'll set our world on fire

So burn like day one

We drenched our hearts in gasoline

And the view was serene

Like it mattered

Bleak in my safest place

When morning comes I'll stay the fuck in bed until it burns out

Because it burnt like my world was on fire

Like a bitch

Like a kid with a lighter

Like Joan of Arc

Like a bomb

Like a mother fucking H-bomb

Like a firework

Like the falling sun

Like a gun

Chick-click-boom

Take me back to the day we first met

Cause I don't feel like waking up today

I am shaking

I am careless

I am jaded and alone

I am careless

I am here

I'm burning the leaves

Straight through the shadows

Planting the seeds

All on my own

I use to know you

I use to know you