Heaven Is Hell

There is a wind blowing in my heart

And with my eyes I cannot see my way out of the dark

I am a wolf in my bare feet, praying for a spark

And as I sleep I feel the rain as it rips my throat apart

And my paw prints are stained with blood

I follow the moon when I can't trust the sun

I've been unfaithful, I let these hands sink so low

If I'm an angel, why do these wings cut my throat?

What beauty lies here in this pile of broken bones?

Without you I would never know

There's an answer, somewhere in the sky

But like the earth, I will accept that every flower grows and dies

But if you just look close enough

You will see it in my eyes

That's heaven's what I seek, but hell is what I find

And my paw prints are stained with blood

I follow the moon when I can't trust the sun

I've been unfaithful, I let these hands sink so low

If I'm an angel, why do these wings cut my throat?

What beauty lies here in this pile of broken bones?

Without you I would never know

The cigarettes, the nicotine, the alcohol, the crazy dreams

Are all the things that make me out to be so human

Never knowing what I want, just trying to love what I got

I don't know if I'm here or not

I might lose it!

What the hell is it that you want from me?!

I'm losing everything!

I'm just trying to breathe

I'm just trying to breathe

And what is it that you want from me?

I'm losing everything!

I'm just trying to breathe

I'm just trying to breathe!

I've been unfaithful, I let these hands sink so low

If I'm an angel, why do these wings cut my throat?

What beauty lies here in this pile of broken bones?

Without you I would never know