Welcome To Wonderland

I’m mortified in the woods

Surrounding silence, amused

I was running, trying to escape

If I had the will to choose

If I weren’t so confused

I might have lasted there another day

But here I am, unknown battle

Every sound, I just get startled

I know that my time’s running away

And then I see a white rabbit

Maybe leads me to a cabin

I need to hide from those scary men

Wake me up when I don’t bleed anymore

Will they miss me when I’m fucking gone?

Throw the pills and write a couple words

Climb the wall and close the goddamn doors

Left my shoes, I shall look for a home

Couldn’t choose, they’re looking for

Me, and I’m bruised, and I don’t have a plan

Through the woods, welcome to wonderland

Then, I finally, hit the ground

Granted, I am tripping hard

Where they right? Did I eat something bad?

Will they miss me or let it go

If I do open this door?

The moment that I’ve been looking for

Is it a trap? I’m going mad

Do I need my meds that bad?

Is this the beginning of my end?

Peeking out, I see light

Then the rabbit to my right

Who just says: Welcome to wonderland

I run, oh, run

My feet on fire

And I'm just crying

I killed a man