Mute

All these years you turned your back on me

It took time but I know just what this means

And I feel so small when you take it all

you push me away

when its said and done all this shit aint fun

I'll still be here

I've tried so hard to talk to you

Lend an ear is something you can't do

Im here and Im standing tall but I feel so god damn hollow

your ways, engrave, my brain, I follow

my lips are sown up tight to stop the words I'll tell you

My life, this time, I feel torn inside

I wanna take my fist and crush your perfect face!

I will, one day, I will un-mute the pain

and then you'll see

What you've made..and hate

Why did you beat me down, why did you leave me here

why did you push me away, you taught me how to fear

I've never said these things I hide

I hold these fucked up thoughts inside