Placebo

Fake a smile, I force a tear

To show an illusion that I care.

I would rather you just shut your mouth

Then listen to the bullshit you spew out.

I don't want this, or do I need this?

Its getting way to hard to hold my tongue.

There's a door that's blocking off my way

But there's so much more I want to say

I just cant be around you

Still hiding from this life

And the more I keep looking at you

I feel this growing inside

See through me, I beg of you

I don't know what more I can do

and I know that you won't understand

Your only doing the least of what you can

I cant fake this, want to erase it

I have had about all that I can take

There's a path that's calling out my name

Its a road I know I'll never take

I've tried to go my way, escaping from you

Not listening to what you say, I don't need you

Feelings slowly fade away with time

The hate is growing inside