Lonely And Painful Island

I need to find love

Cause I’m freaking out

I need to find inspiration

To be able to try to heal my soul

I need to find myself in somewhere

Cause today I am

A lonely and painful island

I’m sitting here on these stairs

Trying to find some piece of hope in mind

I’m feeling like a trash

I’m feeling lost

I know that it is hard to understand

And it would be ok if you call it drama

But I just want you to know that

I’ve been walking alone through the night

I fell on my knees too many times that I can’t even count

I killed myself on my mind

I wish I could find my place

That somewhere where I could feel safe

That place where I can be me

And be free to love myself

I need to find love

I need to find myself

Cause without myself with me

I am just a lonely and painful island

And all I could do is cry

I looked at the mirror

But I only saw emptiness

I’m feeling invisible

I forgot who I am

I’m looking at the stars

I’m looking for somewhere good

Why could I feel good?

It should be enough have myself here

I’m losing the hope

I’m losing

If I could back in time

I would back to when I was 12

I would hold my own hand

And I would also hold my heart to don’t feel alone

To don’t feel broken and breaking

To don’t be a lonely and painful island