Denied

You fill the sky with your breath tonight

Though your chemical brain is still sleepy

Life rests in your pocket,

Don't think stains on the mirror deceive me

Sometimes I forget who you were

when you tell me your heartbeat is silence

You stare at me with your empty eye

And I can't find a line left in your hand

Years just slip away when I look out in your face

Did you look my way when I reached out for your gaze?

You light your life to ashes

That will never know Phoenix again

Thoroughly draw your life lines

- It's the ghost in the mirror you ban

A nosebleed, are you thirsty?

Feel the heat dry the blood of your pain

Supersonic cyberlove, but your friends do not enter your den

Old lies grin my way and you drift through your fantasy

Chalk revives your face when you cancel your legacy

Headaches float your days that will tell for your destiny

Did you look my way when I reached for your self-esteem?

Proud we see low life leak now. Castaway left to devour

Ask for E to hit the crowd. Drown in dreams ever so loud

And you smirk at your denial. And you pray for suicide.

Smile your death, cut your breath tight.

Hold your head out into night

Long before the truth might drown your pillows

She sneaks into your headaches through your closed eyes

Forgotten and bored, your hearbeats left your life

Shivering as the northwinds through the night

Write it on your bedroom walls: Loving launches lies

All your plans piled broken on the unwiped floor

Your memories fainted in your veins, all those years you died

All your kisses showing you the door

Keep them small, those changes at your doorstep

You can't deny what you came for

Breathe in deeply the nothingness your smile adores

But you can't deny what you came for

I won't stay and watch you suck your own blood out

A vampire that can't taste the juice of life

Wave goodbye to all those moving on

We'll think of you as someone almost remembered

See your friends give in

Sold for thoughts too thin

Laughter makes you fly

Laughter built of cries

I won't stay and help you blind your own eyes

Ashen in their caves like burnt-out fires

Wave goodbye to all those moving past your grave

We'll think of you as someone left behind

Keep them small, the changes at your doorstep

But I can't deny what you came for

Breathe in deeply the nothingness you're craving for

But I can't deny what you came for

You can't deny what you came for