Deferral

It was the first time that I had to question,

Figure out what happens next

And sifting through this indecisive no man's land

Where day and night will

Always stay the same. This never ending game

I need to cover more ground

As time is pressing on this door, I'm needing

Less but wanting more

I know the things that could have been

The people met, the places seen

But how does that compare to leading

A life that's true where decision have meaning?

This makes me more than skin and bone,

To have a mind that's set in stone

'Cause we couldn't help but walk away

There's too many things we need to say

'Cause we couldn't help but walk away

I'm finding it helps now

And nobody's told me it;s wrong but I can see it in their face

It's pointless to fight it. While I'm trying and learning,

They're hiding and searching for answers

To questions that they can't make sense of

When really it's simple, the sky has never been so clear

'Cause we couldn't help but walk away

There's too many things we need to say

'Cause we couldn't help but walk away

I'm finding it helps now