Dwell

I've carried you inside my mind for my entire life

Head in my hands, weighed down

Any lower and I'd be in the ground

I'm wasting breath and I'm wasting space

Doubled over from the pain

I'd give anything not to feel this way

Nobody gives a shit unless you feel like them

And I'm starting to think that you never cared

I feel gutted

So much for friendship

And that's how it always is

You'll leave and I'll dwell on it

I still reside in this broken home

I can cover up the cracks in the walls

But there's no fixing the nights I have spent alone

I've carried you inside my mind for my entire life

Head in my hands, weighed down

Any lower and I'd be in the ground

Misery loves company and I'm here to stay

I can never say what I mean

Cause my anxiety is a conscious being

It's got me by the throat

Strangling

It's fucking suffocating

I know we all die alone but I didn't know

That living would be this cold

Nobody gives a shit unless you feel like them

And I'm starting to think that you never cared

I feel gutted

So much for friendship

And that's how it always is

You'll leave and I'll dwell on it