Final

I look back at many times, and still I cannot explain why

Those memories thought vain, they become useful here and then

My conscious won't let go, that pain inside me has a home

Those haunting thoughts are stepping stones

And now, that time I spent with you, which all had to be reviewed

The lessons that were stored, I use them all to help ignore

I pile up the bad in order to replace the good we had

Those haunting thoughts are stepping stones

I put my jealousies aside, some part of me said I was right

So I took a new approach and rid myself of foolish pride

My timing it was bad, at least some day I know we'll look and laugh

Those stepping stones built my new path

But hey, hey please don't take offence, it's just I feel alive again

Just a mistake along your way; for me a strange reality

I got tired of taking blame, bored of my animosity

I'm glad this makes me sick, I like my brand new start

Aversion it's my fresh new trick

It's armor added to my heart