Rejection

I just wanna rest, that's enough for today

for everything I need just a peace of mind

I'm not giving up, but I'm not ok

I had the shit before, now I just don't care no more

I lost the sense of being sane

I lost the joy I used to have

I'm not gonna live this kinda life

I'm not gonna let it take my part

I'm part away from others don't wanna be a loner

I ain't no fucking losers I just want to let it go

I have to make a difference now

gonna get the things out of my mind

at the first everything was cool

the shit I have makes me feel like a fool

I'm not gonna let it stays inside

I'm not gonna let it hurts me twice

I have to let it go now

and move on with my life

and there's no easy way but I'm not afraid

I'll find myself in a different path

I've done with all this shit yeah I had enough

I'll take myself away from it

I just don't care so let me sit

along this time I held my breath

I live it through without regret

but then I drag my self too deep

and I can't even lay to rest

I paid the price I had to pay

there's always be another chance