Deathwish

I've felt the sting of betrayal

The bitter taste it leaves

I, the anguish himself

The ruthless hatred decaying out of its shell

A quieter fury than the silence of an ancient collapsing lung

This patience's a bomb

Circuit switch disabled, about to explode

Twisting the lack of strain

I am the nuclear

I won't behold the pale horse

Countless burdens are crushing my weighed down shoulders

The weight of adjourning intolerant

Strengths are choking

Fed myself poor

Lost my courage to face all signs left ignored

My search to end this all turns into obsessions

Depressions will never cease to exist

This life of grief is too hard for me to swallow

It buries bliss so deep in sadness

Unearths the past, awakes the madness

My death wish will free us all from sorrow

Release all pain and hate we've gathered

Hail the wolves who lead the shepherds

Break me, my soaked branches fail to start a fire

Kindle my burning fears

Drown me with gasoline

The disappointing extinguished me won't carry the light

I won't carry on fighting

All faith is burned to ashes

Your empathy won't fix me

This life of grief is too hard for me to swallow

It buries bliss so deep in sadness

Unearths the past, awakes the madness

My deathwish will free us all from sorrow

Release all pain and hate we've gathered

Hail the wolves who lead the shepherds

All faith and love is gone forever

Hail the wolves who lead the shepherds

I'll never grasp it, always bound with the ropes of sin

I'm far beyond the edge, I'll self-destruct

So pull the plug, break the circle

Will you just pull the plug?

This is my destination

This is my life salvation

This is my destination

This is my own cremation