Memories

What the deal though, don't tell me that I'm fine

I listen to your memories, but none of them are mine

I don't recall it, I don't remember your name

The people waiting in the hall, to me they're all the same

Fucking no bodies and I'm a no body to them

I don't remember your photos, don't show me those again

This bitch saying I love her, she don't ring a bell

I don't remember my opinion and she's hot, it's hard to tell

And all bets are off, and all my debts you can forget them

Cuz my memory is wiped out flat from the beginning

I don't represent nothing, I don't come from any hood

I'm sick of strangers all about me, damn it don't do any good

I never ever look back again or recollect

I don't remember you either, bitch; I don't want to reconnect

So just leave me alone and let me start a new tomorrow

I don't even want the shit I let you borrow, keep it.

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

They took me to somebody's house

I'm layin in somebody's bed

Starin at a lightbulb, eyes sunk in my head

How the fuck did this happen?

What the fuck is my name?

Are there really memories somewhere tucked into my brain

It's all the same to me though, it's all a game to me though

These people stopping by, saying hi. They're lame to me though

I don't remember my style. I don't recall nothing at all

Was I rap, rock, hippie shit or pop, who da call?

Who ta lean on

Every night I dream the same rerun

The back of my eyelids the only memory I'm seeing

Paralyzed in the brain they tell me so many stories

I'm just staring at their lips moving, lost in purgatory

It's all Blah blah blah then we blah blah player

Fucking more words pourin outta head after head

I quit listening and I flip'em the bird and fall asleep

I ain't even sure what fucking language I speak

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Did I have favorites or anything I hated?

Who did I love and why's it all disintegrated?

My memory was born today, this ain't even my life

They're telling me it's where I belong, but they ain't right

Put me lost in a forest alone in a cabin

Cuz all there ever was for me is gone, I can't have it

I don't want to live in this kid's life any more

Therefore fuck you, show me outta the door

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find

Like that, every thought I thunk was all mine

Cleaned out, my rent is lost; I can't find