Father

There's a darkness where you left me

In this hole I have made a home

In this deep blue, where it takes me

Feels stronger when I'm alone

But lonely don't seem to do

In the glowing of the morning

In the dawning of the day

Couldn't bring you back to where you would stay

And I wanna call my mother, but she'll just make me feel bad

About how long it's been since she has

Heard my voice on the phone

And my fucking father won't leave me alone

And I called my mother and she told me what to say

And she read my horoscope, what did the tarot cards say?

And I'm growing older, don't need much from you

But I thank you for all that you got me through

But I'm finally ready

Yes, I'm finally ready

I'm finally ready to go at it alone

Finally ready to go at it alone

I am ready to go at it alone