Underneath

Aha, I know what you’re thinking

And you’re wrong

I’m not gonna sing you a song

This time, I’m gonna open myself

And let you see what’s inside of me

I’m in my war

It’s a battlefield of choice

A war that nobody sees, only me

Nobody wins in this war

We can only choose

Only lose

It’s a choice between the body and the heart

You win your body and lose your heart

Or you win your heart and lose your body

People ask me all these questions

My anger, my hatred

Where do they come from

They come from me

They come from my heart

I guess I’m weird

Cause I can see on people their fears and their desires

I try not to believe in these

But they keep following me, where ever I go

So here I am

Now you’ve seen my hurts

There is a silver knife plunged in my back

See, there is a silver knife in my back

Underneath underneath

What you see underneath

Underneath underneath

Can’t you see

It’s hard to breath

Sometimes I draw

But the portrait has no culture

Nothing moves

Only ghosts in the flame

Wish the rain would wake me up

Then I’d go with her

Stroll with her

I see nothing outside

It’s a place that nobody comes

So, all this liberty I enjoy

And that I suffer from

It’s like you’ve dared to say you know me

It’s like you are all dead to me

All these twenty-eight years

I’ve spent them looking for myself

People think I’m crazy

I have always been doing things

That normal people don’t do

Why ? I don’t know !

I don’t understand myself

I think deep in my mind

I hate myself

But nervermind

I guess I just want to forget

Underneath underneath

What you see underneath

Underneath underneath

Can’t you see ?

It’s hard to breath

Je ne dors plus

Je suis divisée en deux

Une en paix et l’autre au combat

Je ne mange plus

Car la nourriture n’a plus de goût

Rien n’a plus rien de sens

Je vis dans le noir

La lumière lointaine, inaccessible, intouchable

Je suis ce que je ressens, je suis ce que je vois, jusque je crois

Je suis ce que je ressens, je suis ce que je crois, je suis ce que je vois