Losing Interest

You won't find no better than this

I swear girl, if you leave

Just let me know so I won't look dumb

When you move on

On

Losing interest

You won't find no better than this

I swear girl, if you leave

Just let me know so I won't look dumb

When you move on

On

Losing interest

You won't find no better than this

I swear girl, if you leave

Just let me know so I won't look dumb

When you move on

On

Something doesn't feel right

Circumstances got me broken, prone to feel like

My whole life is a lie

And I'm looking for a way to get better

But lately my entire world's become gray and the weather

Been cold as ever, that's my real ice

I realize real lies in my real life

Even real eyes can't fathom that they

Wanna see me living life better

But then they never wanna

Ever see me living life better than them

And I'm a friend to them

What is a friend to them

If all my friends be enemies and I'm dead to them?

When will it end?

My days spent on defending my feelings

Showing no emotion, pretending that I'm feeling

Fine but I'm reminded my time is what I'm seeking

I'm like a light beaming at night when I fight demons

It's out of sight, seeming like I cannot quite reach it

'Til I find a peace of mind and I'm giving my life meaning

Losing interest

You won't find no better than this

I swear girl, if you leave

Just let me know so I won't look dumb

When you move on

On

Losing interest

You won't find no better than this

I swear girl, if you leave

Just let me know so I won't look dumb

When you move on

On

Aye, let me hit that shit real quick

Yeah

Romanticizing fantasies

Fantasizing these strategies

Actually get you back with me

Saddening just imagining

Actually happening, I'm staggering

I'm like a cavity blackening

Product of practicing rhymes

Rhyming a masterpiece, naming it after you

So you would come after me

Climbing a mine trying, applying my time crying

And sighing, cause I ain't did this for nothing

But you ain't see how I'm feeling

On God though, I ain't bluffing

I be huffing and puffing

Just abusing a substance

'Cause of you I mean nothing

But how the fuck I mean nothing?

I mean I gotta mean something

But in the end, then it's nothing

These hands of mine be tied behind me declining to pry free

I'm likely to OD, I'm tired of the old me

Pray to God don't get cold feet

All I wanted was amnesty

Come to find out it ain't for me

All these demons have aimed for me

Pay to play, today'll be the fucking day that you pray for me

Losing interest

You won't find no better than this

I swear girl, if you leave

Just let me know so I won't look dumb

When you move on

On

Losing interest

You won't find no better than this

I swear girl, if you leave

Just let me know so I won't look dumb

When you move on

On

Yeah, yeah

Let me get one more

I'm running in a race from all these faces

I'm breaking down when I face them

Misplaced in all the hatred, I basically can't escape them

They been faking it to make it

Maintaining it but I'm aching

Awaken for the sake of the game life is making me play right

Can't save it 'til daylight, I'm waiting

This my way of changing my fate, I just pray 'cause I know

It's already written, destiny's already given

Not controlling life, just living

This the vision I'm fulfilling

On a mission 'til I'm winning

Gotta work with what I'm given

Make it worth it, never missing

I convert it to a living

I'm reversing all the pity

'Bout to hit a hundred fifty

Tryna make a difference quickly

Fight the hate, I'm tryna lift you

Gotta lift myself up with you

Plot to win before I drift to

Bottom of the barrel, stick to

What I'm taught, I will admit you

Might have shook me just a little

But my soul is never brittle

Never caught up in the middle

To the top before the whistle

Stract

Losing interest

You won't find no better than this

I swear girl, if you leave

Just let me know so I won't look dumb

When you move on

On...