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My home is a broken home

Beaten and broken and all alone

I need a change and I need it now

Gave up on faith, I don't need his vow

No will to change, no will for hope

My word is my word, I won't need a rope

To pick myself up every time that I fall

I've been through hell, I've been through it all

As a boy I watched my father leave at the age of 10

I can't forget the words that came out his lips

He said have hope son things will get better

The ocean waves were the only thing that reflected the grey "heaven"

The rumors in the sea were hard to believe

For me myself and what I've grown up to be

He is a fallen idol

A mass superstition

He had a chance and it just gave me he'll

I'm nothing special

I know I've changed

I'm no prophecy, nor fallen prodigy

I'm just the match that ignites the flame

I cause pain

I have to live like this

I will not change

I will not blame my self

For what I did

It was my choice

To live this way

No turning back

I am who I am

These thoughts are just pitch black

Let me tell you something, you're no better than me

Let me tell you something, you're no better than me

Let me tell you something, you're no better than me

Let me tell you something, you're no better than me

Let me tell you something, you're no better than me

As I look into the mirror all I see is disease

I'm not proud of change

There is no one to blame

I was born this way

There's nowhere stay

Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on, life goes on and on, and on, and on, and on

(And all I know has been alone)

Within you or without you

We will all be forgotten

Just go on

I'm proud of who I am

I'm proud of my change