The Journey (Anorexia)

Open up the wide gates here I come

The broad path is getting trampled under my feet

The narrow way and the tiny ugly door is getting smaller and smaller

Too small for me

Open me up just like a vacuum sucking in the dirt

Put it all inside me baby

Hear, speak, see and rise like Leviathan

Armor plated, fire breathing

Yeah, I am

I am the empty empty

Yeah I am

I am the nothing in me

My will be done, done did it

Did the everything that leads to nothing

And breathing in the rotten stink, feeling something

Something leads to nothing, breathe it in

Bat wings swathing my face, screeching, singing something into me, the light, it flees

Open up the earth, my veins, my legs, my throat, my head, my soul is dead

Breaking down the walls that you leave up to keep me from eating the tree of knowledge

Suck that fruit and spit the seed

Leave behind the sad and spineless

Part the sea and break apart the crust, let me in the darkest tunnels at night

Let your spirit sag like a skin molting, let it drop, shut out the ugly light