Lost Forever

From the age of ten

I remember your pretty smile

I've missed you so within

but can't talk you cause I'm too shy

Many times I've tried but let it be

wondering why cannot I speak

And I'm hoping you could understand

Your picture's on my desk

that guarantees me peaceful rest

The years have gone by fast

but my love to you will always last

Every day I yearn for being with you

I'm stuck in constant pain and can't get thru

and I'm praying you could understand

Again, once again

I fall in love with you

and again, once again,

I can't turn my head away from you

Found the courage from my heart

so I could now talk to you

Far away from calm

You told me I was just a pawn

Burned your picture, stared the flame

the tears are blinding me I am vain

and see that you can't understand

I lost you forever from my dreams

but my heart burns in me longing free

I need to see your beauty smile

if I can't have you I'd prefer dying

Every day I live in cry

But every time I see your sparkling smile

I can't turn my head away for awhile

'cos I'm still hoping you would understand

Again, once again

I fall in love with you

and again, once again,

I can't turn my head away from you

Again, once again

I fall in love with you

and again, once again,

I could leave this all behind if you were mine

Instead I've lost you forever why would I try