This Curse Of Mine

I walked through hard time

With my head held high

I faced all my demons alone

I faltered and failed

But always prevailed

Manifold battles have won

I've sinned through the darkness

I've conquered the night

I follow the path of my choice

When life takes me on

I'm driven and strong

And poised for the battles to come

I battle addiction to deal of time

There's no benediction for this curse of mine

Hell-drawn affliction is my inner war

The warfare rages on and on and on

I walked through each night

With my head held down

I faced all my demons alone

Every time I have failed

And never prevailed

Each and every battle was lost

I fell in the darkness

Was amazed, I was blind

Never felt the power for my choice

When life takes me on

I barely held on

All hope is now long seems gone

I battle addiction to deal of time

There's no benediction for this curse of mine

Hell-drawn affliction is my inner war

The warfare rages on and on and on

A burden of time

Wish you'll be undermined

In search of a sign

You cannot seem to find

I battle addiction to deal of time

There's no benediction for this curse of mine

Hell-drawn affliction is my inner war

The warfare rages on and on

I'm losing this battle it's out of control

For years it's been taking its toll on my soul

Broken in body, I'm broken in mind

The end drawing near, life pass me by