Redemption

I know the truth is that I'm on my own in this life

I gotta be ruthless, I know my opponents is right

What is it that I got left in my tank

Bet on myself with the rest of my bank

This passion and hatred, I smash it and break it

And I got my anger and effort to thank

What is it deeper that's driving me further

I couldn't sleep, I was high from the furor

Haven't you heard, I got a nerve

I got a knack for surviving the murder

I'm coming back with the fever

You'll be believing soon, he's a goon

Keep the ethos of a wolf in sheep clothes

But as soon as I see the Moon

I'm full of greed and doom

Deceiving, what does it even meaning to 'em

I got a grievance, I can just sieve it boom

As soon as I leave the room

I'm on this craftsmanship again

I'm an assassin with the pen

This is no accident, it's accessing, collapsing on your chin

I got an axe to pick again, you know the factions that I'm in

I been a potter, poet, a prophet, preacher, a pusher, most the armada

Closer to God but the closer I get to my goals, oh it only gets hotter

I got a hole in my soul, shit is the size of like most of Nevada

Maybe I'm supposed to just say that and die

Maybe I'm supposed to do nada

But live with the comma that ain't even mine

And rose from the ghost of my father

The focus that jolted you outta

Georgie it's time that you leave these demons behind

Thrown in the garbage, own what you gotta

This is a journey of freeing your mind

Lonely survivor feeling the terror, the thorn

That's where the spirit is torn

This is a serious wrong

All of this wrath, now I see where it is born

This is a tool, this is the fuel

This is a world so vicious and cruel

Sick and abused, give me the match

I got the flame to the wick in the fuse

Left with a desperate resolve

Burn like the will of the Sun

It's been a desolate haul

I got a feeling that I'm

Feeling no pressure at all

This is the thrill of the hunt

This is my testament dog

Now there's redemption involved

Odds are a million in one