Monsters In My Head

Monsters, in my head

Monsters, in my head

What if I told you I wake up screamin

And swingin, dreamin that I'm fightin demons

Dreamin I'm swingin on heathens, competin and schemin

To eat every piece of my peace when

I'm sleepin, need a priest and a deacon

I'm speakin to preachers, tell

'Em I'm only at peace when I'm drinkin

I'm sinkin deep into hell thinkin I'm fiendin for freedom

Cause bein in a well isn't good for my well-bein

A walkin zombie I be comatose

Nobody loves a nobody who probably overdosed

In the lobby of the omni hotel, probably

Find me with an empty bottle of oxy

Shakin like a earthquake's inside me or I caught the holy ghost

Wonder if therapy could take care of these monsters

Before I kill more innocent people than jared lee loughner!

They spit on me, shit on me, society kicked on me, hit on me

'Til I was sick and exhausted, flipped and I lost it

Off hallucinogenics, they usin a clinic, I saw lucifer's image

The elephant in the room are my skeletons in the closet

Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep

Wake me up before I'm dead, don't bury me, with monsters in my head

Monsters in my head, with monsters in my head

And underneath the bed, underneath the bed

I always see 'em out the corner of my eye

Scared to death to fully see 'em but I try, I just wanna ask 'em why

They follow me around and they reply when I hear a sound or they walk by

And give me a chill I can't explain, it feels so strange, is that a high?

My anxiety's at an all-time high

One second I'm good then I flip

A switch and I'm thinkin I might die!

These dizzy spells are so annoyin

From the outside lookin in y'all think I'm

Enjoyin myself, I need help man I'm destroyin

Every positive force, with all these negative thoughts

How can I find happiness when I can't remember it's lost?

I do so many temporary things to smile for just a minute

Hat low but not for style, I'm tryin to hide under my fitted

Dawg it's wild, you wouldn't get it!

Try my best to make e'rybody laugh, but that's just a disguise, I'm really timid

Somebody make these feelings go away, forget it, that's my problem

Y'all go 'head - I hate these monsters in my head

Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep

Wake me up before I'm dead, don't bury me, with monsters in my head

Monsters in my head, with monsters in my head

And underneath the bed, underneath the bed

Uhh, it's lights out like where the amish stay

Pappy you can't tax me, I'm like wesley snipes in the sovereign states

I'm a survivin walkin oxymoron, obviously I can say

That I am alive and I'm tryin to die this way

Y'all on y'all faggot shit, I'm on my draggin my magnum clip

With monsters in my head like earvin magic dick

Niggaz (dessert) me like eatin after the entrée

But I'ma keep it 3000 like after the andré

I've adapted to a private life, yeah right

Me sayin that is like sayin I'm shootin dice

On a floor made out of dice

I made out alive this chaotic life

I just figured just quit givin dick to trick

Bitches and stay out of fights

But I'm on my high snortin

You see this (monster ball) is like seein

Halle berry and billy bob thornton

It's fuckin classic! As far as rap

I wish I could wrap it in plastic and stick it up your fuckin ass

Cause, I'm a monster! [echoes]

Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep

Wake me up before I'm dead, don't bury me, with monsters in my head

Monsters in my head, with monsters in my head

And underneath the bed, underneath the bed

Take heed to what I'm givin you, the beefin is habitual

He just ridicules, wants me in critical, will appease and get rid of you

Maybe the only thing I seek is biblical

When the scars are internal when the bleedin is invisible

Got a friend named depression, a pill I take to relax him

But when he regurgitates it the aches you just couldn't fathom

Got a few talents, but lookin for a new challenge

I'll let you walk in my shoes once I find a (new balance)

With faith I stand peaceful, I know e'ry man's equal

So I'm playin with the (monstars) like a space jam sequel

Give 'em two choices, since they don't wanna do the least

They 'em they can get off my dick, or renew the lease

Persevere though my bed is corrupt, expect I give up

When left to destruct, but I give less than a fuck!

Sit back comfortably, react to what they want with me

The bright side is they keep an insomniac company

Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep

Wake me up before I'm dead, don't bury me, with monsters in my head

Monsters in my head, with monsters in my head

And underneath the bed, underneath the bed