Truth Spoken Words

Underneath my affection, lies something very dark

Obessions control my mindless mind

Everything seems to pass me by

Time after time, I cannot seem to grasp past lives

Why is this? Who is this? What is this?

Am I me? Who am I? What am I meant for?

I stare out the window at raindrops falling

Sprinkled one by one, dripping slowing

Fallling further along the glass that hasn't been washed in a lifetime

My breath fogs up the clearity that used to be indivisable

I cannot see out of it any longer

My objection has faded from wonderful feelings

Unto hardcore feelings for another person

We leave together on a plane headed towards another destanation

One I do not know nor understand

I hold onto him, tightly, never wanting to let go

I awake and now know that this can never be true

I attempt to convince myself that it is real

Feelings of romance are beneath me and I hate them

Still I cannot turn away and want this to happen and be open

Fathem my own feelings that this person might already be taken

What has been, once was, the ulitmate truth within my soul

I scream as I attempt to figure out...what was, what might be and what never was

These contexts are deeply hidden throughout time

Deeply rooted beings, with extremely human feelings and emotions

I really think I belong, infact I know.....I am one of them...I have become

ONE!!!