The Hard Way

i want i need

i hunt i see

the one i want and then i proceed

to make a fool out of myself

and then i suceed

it happened so fast i cant even grasp

if whats real is real and how she makes me feel

when shes holding my hand and calling me her man

and telling all her friends we'll be together till the end

and then i blow it i didnt even know it

i found out from a friend who found out from a friend

and right before my eyes it cumbled to the ground

my permanent smile has turned to a frown

it happened so fast i cant even grasp

whats going on or whats going wrong

is it something i said or my skills in the bed

i doesnt matter now because she wishes i was dead

i know

its just the way it goes

i guess i had to find out

the hard way

i guess i'll write it off

i guess i'll get pissed off

i guess i'll blame it all on you

and now i'm back but now i lack

the sense of pride that she gave to me

and maybe someday i'll get it again

i'll just wait and see

it happened so fast i cant even grasp

whats going on and whats going wrong

are you in are you out

are you having some doubt

is it really your fault or should you just bow out

where you going tonight...with me?