Moving On

I sleep because I'm bored

Being awake is such a chore

I sleep to get away from all the things I can't ignore

Cause when I'm awake

All I hear is a whisper in my ear

What she's been up to you need to listen

What will you do or say

And honestly I don't wanna talk about it

It's been three months

I don't wanna hear about it

She found a new man

She's excited about it

But go fuck yourself for telling me about it out of spite

I had this feeling deep down inside of me

She wanted that love so unconditionally

But tha need for love

Is probably

What makes her move so hastily

But anyway thanks for asking if I'm ok

I'd tell you I'm fine

But wasn't I really say

There are more important things in life coming my way

But for now I'm going to sleep and there I'll

Stay

'Cause I'm my dreams nothing ever seems to fray

If I kill myself nothing happens there I lay

And when I wake feeling better than yesterday

But I'll never forget when I made you walk away

When I stood atop that staircase

I know it's the last time I'd see your face

You turned and gave a hug goodbye

It hadn't clicked I saw it in your eyes

That I'm the man you loved but also despised

And it makes me sad to hear your name

But I hope that you're happier now

And maybe one day you'll forgive somehow