Tactiq

Distrust is my middle name

self hate is all the same

Maybe somewhere along

the road I accidentally sold

my soul (for what?)

Pardon me if I'm too intense

just tired of common sense

All the crap is building up

my mouth is open and just

won't shut

Used to believe in

revolution, realized I was

the only one

Question everything they

say besides who's lift is

this anyway

Confusion washing me,

drenched with indignity

Belligerent authority,

bloodied by the right to be

Throw it away, it away, it away

Tactiq

I'm feeling twice my age

and treated half the same

I don't hate my loss of luck

I just hate feeling so washed up

(for what?)

My life's become a phase

rushing past me in a daze

Taught me how to speak

my mind without making

it up in time

Nobody is against me

I'm my worst enemy

Tired of wasting all my

time to take back what is mine

Confusion washing me,

drenched with indignity

Belligerent authority,

bloodied by the right to be

I've always listened to

what they told me,

never gave in without a fight

No one took time to comprehend

me, or even ask me what was right

All that's left of my decisions be they

only white or black

Have been filled with

"You're nothing" I finally

want to take them back for me

Now I'm restless here,

can't seem to part with fear

Feeling like I'm drowning

and feeling all dried up

(for what?)

Spit it out and sucked back in,

the reason's getting thin

No cash to buy their lies,

just the rage behind my eyes

I keep waiting for the day

that I can give it all away,

Get this monster out of my head

and stop wishing that I was dead

Confusion washing me,

drenched with indignity

Belligerent authority,

bloodied by the right to be

Let it all go.