A Cold Winter's Mourning

I feel the hands from hell grasping my last breath

my ears bloody from the eruption that I've heard

and my knees are bruised

my hands are broke

I've tried too hard to escape your dependency

your controlling threats

you've put me in my own noose

and as I hang there coughing up my own blood

I see the light at the end of the tunnel

fading like the light

sin in your eyes

and your one sided attempts gain the approval of fallen angels your monster dug

my grave so deep so cold

my birth killed our trust

I begin to weaken but I'll never give up

I'll never forget my lover or the ways your words run cold up and down my spine

my heart breaks into the pieces that cut you

and the warm blood rises into the cold winters mourning

show him your wounds

he sees the blood smells the death

your smile is terrifying

so dark as the sky

rings with anger

why do you ignore the convictions I sit

because of the selfishness?

he knows your games

he knows they consume

suffocating your breath

weighing down your heart

frightened by your own actions

by your thoughts and ideas

kill this friendship

you have this sickness overpowers you