Bleed Through

Every time I pick up a pen, it's all you

And there beside me in my mirror, all I can see is us two

The pages turn so fast, and like all old pages do

The words, they bleed through

Get back in my arms, they're just hanging by my side

Losing hold of you has left me dry

Tell me where you run to where do you hide?

You know you never once left my mind

Tell yourself I'm sorry for the things that I've done

Tell yourself you've never seen the barrel of that gun

Tell yourself it's over now and not to run

Just tell yourself I'm sorry for what I've done

'Cause

Every time I pick up a pen, it's all you

And there beside me in my mirror, all I can see is us two

The pages turn so fast, and like all old pages do

The words, they bleed through

Listen while I'm talking, I don't do it to much

I can't help feeling that came between us

What ever happened to the way that it was?

The one thing I can't have is what I want

Who decided its gonna end up this way?

Who decided that you could not stay?

You want be here by the end of my day

'Cause I can't even listen to the words I say

But

Every time I pick up a pen, it's still you

And there beside me in my mirror, all I can see is us two

The pages turn so fast, and like all old pages do

The words, they bleed through

I swear you never really miss it till its half gone

And you tighten up your grip trying to hold on

Didn't really appreciate it when its in your arms

And you can relate to every word in your song

Like was I wrong? Buti know I'm right

But in hindsight, I blame the limelight

Maybe I just needed time to get my mind right

Maybe we'll reconnect when the times right

I'm trying to think about the causes

Was I too bossy? Exactly what the cause is

I was told to step in love with some caution

'Cause love and shit is no difference in the darkness

But love is where the heart is

And you can see the blood as it's dripping through the gauzes

So I guess I fell out of love whit her smile and more in love with applauses

It's quiet in my house, your silence is my home

And everything reminds me, that I am all alone

It's quite where you used to be, and now that you're gone

It's not a sound, not a word, but a dial tone

Its quiet when I'm drinking its quiet when I smoke

It's when I'm eating, oh and I sleep all alone

Its quiet now, it was louder then, I stand still like a stone

Only from my dreams you want go

Every time I pick up a pen, it's all you

And there beside me in my mirror, all I can see is us two

The pages turn so fast, and like all old pages do

The words, they bleed through

How did I get in this predicament?

Was I influenced by the benefits?

'Cause I was hitting on so many chicks

Loving you and eaving you was the only sentiment

But I guess I wasn't ready for you

'Cause I'm ubbing your feet, cooking spaghetti for you

Taking you to parks, winning teddies for you

But in my heart I'm thinking there's someone better for you

But my hearts like: No, not this again

Cut it out black, you know how this'll end

And I swear that I really was listening

But my was yelling and my heart was just whispering

So you know who I listened to

Now my hearts bitching 'cause he's missing you

Got my eyes staring at some old flicks of you

And my nose swear that he still smells the scent of you

And my soul's saying: Damn, she was meant for you

And my soul's saying: Damn, she was meant for you

And my soul's saying: Damn, she was meant for you

And my soul's saying: Damn, she was meant for you

Why won't come back

I'm losing part of myself

I've been wondering, watching

Waiting so long

I've been talking I been listening

I've been writing my songs

I've been hoping you've been

Hearing on this radio now

That I'm not with you

But I miss you